The universe has been showing me big, flashing neon signs lately that are causing me to rethink a LOT of things. It’s brought up a lot of memories and feelings I’d prefer to forget, but clearly they are still holding me back.

I have to see certain commitments through to their end before any drastic changes are done. That’ll take some time, during which I can decide what direction things should go.

Yeah, doing the work is exhausting.

Five hours of sleep is better than four. This time I can blame the work schedule. 😬

well, about half a marathon. I’ve done as many as 16 miles in one go. Probably not for a while again, given the weather is starting to turn.

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seems the liquid THC may be helping. Which is good.

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A seven/eleven day: 7 hours of sleep, 11 miles running.

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I did manage 7 hours last night. The question is: will running 10 miles and mowing my lawn help me sleep properly tonight? We shall see.

part of why I was up late was a conversation I was having. But that still doesn’t explain why I only managed four hours of sleep. 😬

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a jog doesn’t do that for me. And worse: I stayed up until 3:30am…and only got 4 hours of sleep.

I am definitely broken.

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I've been awake since 4am because I couldn't sleep and have a meeting at 11:30pm. My occasional reminder that the universe has a sick sense of humor at times.

and there's time to try other things as well. :P

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